It'll never be the way It was before

To start off, I'm just talking about my mind,

It's way too hard trying to explain the reason why I started hating my young and girly body about 3 years ago

What a stupid mind I had by then,

Thanks God I succeeded and I beat it.

I wasn't self-concious by then, cuz I never realised the huge damage I was doing to myself.

I suffered from Huge Damages as:

- Loss of muscle tone throughout my body.

- Weakness

- Fainting

- Hair Loss

- Severe dehydration

I had never felt so badly before, and everything happened for one stupid reason:

LOOKING THINER AND PRETTIER.

How Shallow I was!

However, I did learn the big lesson: Life's not all about appereance. There's so much stuff out there, LET'S NOT GET TRAPPED BY THE UNREAL ILUSSION OF BEING EVEN PRETTIER.

Anorexia is very dangerous. It can be successfully treated. The sooner you seek help, the better.

IT IS SUCH A SHALLOW WAY OF FACING LIFE.